a bird in hand

im trying to do the same thing everyone else does, differently.

detach.

for the past hour ive been completely detached from everything. i would just like to put in print that during the past week my ex girlfriend died, i broke up with girlfriend, and my dad has a tumor in his prostate. oh and two weeks ago my childhood best friend passed away. that is all for now. im watching fight club and using alcohol to cope with all my problems!